Life is blowing up in my face. Shit is terrible right now. Everything. Bad news from all directions. Kind of lost. Anyone got any advice or pick me ups? Aint been on tumblr in a while but i feel like its a good place to vent and ask for advice on life. Someone help?
So fucking upset right now I can’t put it into words.
I normally don’t care too much for this “holiday”. I see it as a marketing day to make millions off of peoples passions for one another. It seemed just like a blank and bleh kind of thing, you know? Not really much going for me because either I’m too stupid to recognize when a females desires my attention or I simply didn’t care. I just never understood all of the hoopla around it. However, this year I have a reason to care. I met my amazing girlfriend Malissa. I love her to death. I now understand why Valentines Day is celebrated. It’s celebrated to show affections towards one another in a more direct and specific way. Today felt like any other day though, it confused me greatly. Then I realized what was going on. I looked back on the past and then realized that I never confined myself to this one day. I look back a saw that every chance I got, I did everything I could to make her happy and try to do things for her. I love her so much and I want to be with her for very long time. She makes me happy to no end. I love her so much and I hope she sees this :D
Here is a recent picture of me and her :)