The Josh Collective

So fucking upset right now I can’t put it into words.

Valentines Day

I normally don’t care too much for this “holiday”. I see it as a marketing day to make millions off of peoples passions for one another. It seemed just like a blank and bleh kind of thing, you know? Not really much going for me because either I’m too stupid to recognize when a females desires my attention or I simply didn’t care. I just never understood all of the hoopla around it. However, this year I have a reason to care. I met my amazing girlfriend Malissa. I love her to death. I now understand why Valentines Day is celebrated. It’s celebrated to show affections towards one another in a more direct and specific way. Today felt like any other day though, it confused me greatly. Then I realized what was going on. I looked back on the past and then realized that I never confined myself to this one day. I look back a saw that every chance I got, I did everything I could to make her happy and try to do things for her. I love her so much and I want to be with her for very long time. She makes me happy to no end. I love her so much and I hope she sees this :D

Here is a recent picture of me and her :)